wilderness path

a significant inner journey

 

"You who are seeped in denial of what and who you are

will vehemently deny this.

 

You will violently resist this.

 

I am just the messenger. Do not shoot the messenger.

 

Be careful, though, as to how you will use your power.

 

For the time has come to wake up."

 

Desert Spirit

 

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MAN’S TWISTED AGONY

 

Sunday, March 04, 2012

 

Desert Spirit

 

 

 

“I am the holy Son of God Himself.”

 

 

The world is not happening TO you. The world is not outside you.

 

The world you perceive and experience is inside you.

 

It is in your mind. It IS your mind.

 

All you experience IN your mind is made manifest AS your world,

a world you perceive is external to you.

 

Whether you think so or not, it is your kingdom. You are experiencing it.

 

It is the kingdom you have designed for yourself.

 

You are that powerful.

 

What happens, then, when this power inside you is denied and seen outside you?

 

 

 

  

  Today my Lesson reads,

 

 

One holy thought like this and you are free: You are the holy Son of God Himself. And with this holy thought you learn as well that you have freed the world. You have no need to use it cruelly, and then perceive this savage need in it. You set it free of your imprisonment. You will not see a devastating image of yourself, walking the world in terror, with the world twisting in agony because your fears have laid the mark of death upon its heart.”

 

 

     I perceive the world, not as a planet, but as an entity; that which They call ‘Mother Earth’, an Entity that draws me close to Her. Established from Her Womb, I have come to walk and extend the Life Force I Am.

 

     As the world I perceive external becomes an Entity for me, I extend TO it, “YOU, Mother Earth, are a holy Son/Daughter/Child of God Himself”. And to all minds and all beings who are part OF this plane do I extend this truth.

 

     It is not for me to decide who will hear, who will not. But I am Given the ability to perceive what others and the world reveal to me. For me, it is the Heavens within which I walk. What is it for them?

 

     But it is not for all others that I see my Heaven is theirs. They do not even know I exist. My world is my book. They do not even know my book exists. Hardly anyone will ever read it.

 

     For every mind has its own kingdom to experience, within the mind, and from that mind manifests its corresponding world. If You, Teacher, reveal what is NOT my world, as a Son of God, then You must be also revealing what COULD BE my world in my denial OF my Identity. Therefore it must be those who walk this plane in denial of their Identity must perceive the world as external to them, as they perceive it and as they perceive themselves.

 

     Let me reveal then what I observe.

 

     I read about and see images of utter destruction. It is reported that ‘violent storms’ have touched down upon various places, various communities, and these violent storms, as man calls them, fall under the heading of TORNADO.

 

     But is the tornado a danger to itself, or violent to itself? Or is it the power and intensity of those minds that are twisting in agony? The use of Your Words in my Lesson today stop me in my tracks; “...twisting in agony…”

 

     Who would see the twister is man’s own mind twisting in agony, his distorted confusion, his merciless despair, his relentless appeal for help outside himself, his reckless misery, his untamed and abandoned grief, his devastating and unyielding anger, his OWN VIOLENT WAYS?

 

     I came across a video of a twelve thousand pound killer whale drowning its ‘trainer’. This happened in Sea World, Orlando, Florida a few years back. This woman, called by Sea World as ‘an experienced veteran trainer’ was supposedly “drowned by the whale”. And yet the world honors her for being this wonderful trainer who ‘sacrificed’ her life so others could have joy.

 

     What does she train a twelve thousand pound killer whale to do? She trains it to do cute dances, to be a cuddly companion upon whose nose she plants tiny kisses.

 

     This utter disrespect and humiliation of the marine kingdom and the animal kingdom is not seen as violence BY MANKIND upon nature. And so she, as the others, exploits the mammals and animals and uses them to entertain themselves and others. And the others, the spectators, are as asinine and as ignorant as she the trainer.

 

     Now the whale has ‘turned on’ the trainer. Yet, what I see is the whale now asks the trainer to perform, just as the trainer asked the whale to perform. Is that only fair and just for all living creatures?

 

     And so whale tosses her and dunks her and makes her dance, holding her by the arm in its powerful jaws that could easily bite off her arm, but never does, and drags her around the tank and through the water. In fact, its teeth never even leave a single mark on her arm, never draws a single drop of blood. But whale expects her to play and dance and perform in the water. Unable to meet whale’s requests, she succumbs to exhaustion and drowns. Whale did not drown her. Who would be shocked by this?

 

     Now man does not see he is Son of God. Nor does he see the earth as Divine Entity. Nor does he see nature as Creator in expression. In man’s denial of what he is in truth, man sees himself as VICTIM of external world, a world happening TO him, rather than one that he manifests. Who will see, “This is my kingdom…this is the world I manifest for myself”?

 

     In denial of his Identity and Power, he just sees violent storms making havoc and bring utter destruction to his senseless, pitiful, meaningless world.

 

     Violent storm; not man’s violent and reckless nature ON the earth…no…it is much easier to place blame and responsibility on ‘the world’.

 

     And yet, today, in my Lesson, You my Inner Teacher use the VERY WORDS that describe what I perceive is experienced BY others. It is not ethnic cleansing… it is ETHICS CLEANSING, of the mind.

 

 

 

One holy thought like this and you are free:

You are the holy Son of God Himself.”

 

 

     You, my World, are this. You, my brother, are this. Let ALL minds receive this truth now, today. What else CAN I offer all minds, Teacher?

 

 

“And with this holy thought you learn as well that you have freed the world.”

 

 

 

 

     I free the world of my idea that IT happens TO me, rather than being a mirror OF my mind. My MIND is MY kingdom, manifesting as the external world I EXPERIENCE. Anyone is welcome to read my book, see my kingdom, and experience my world. Yet this must be true for EVERY BEING. And I perceive THEIR world is THEIR book, THEIR kingdom and their mind.   

 

 

 

 

“You have no need to use it cruelly,

and then perceive this savage need in it.”

 

 

 

    

     The world I will not hold hostage to my desires for it. I will not impose my demands on it. I will not ask it to reveal MY cruelty to me and attempt to impose the idea that what it delivers to me is ITS VIOLENCE and not my own. And I see the utter chaos of man’s mind and the destruction he brings to himself, all the while denying this violence is in him. He makes himself VICTIM OF THE WORLD HE experiences. He denies this IS this kingdom, his mind, unleashed upon himself, a mind out of control, undisciplined and out of Order.

 

     The Scripture speak of the many rooms in God’s mansion. The Kingdom has many rooms, many ‘mini-kingdoms’, each one a manifestation of the mind that thinks it. Some kingdoms are shared. Some are not. But every kingdom is every room IN the Kingdom.

   

     Every room, every world, is in every individual being. And every being is in His Being.

 

     Every kingdom is every mind. And every mind is in the Kingdom of the One Mind.

 

 

 

“You set it free of your imprisonment.”

 

 

     The world external to me is not HAPPENING TO ME. It is the world I experience. If this is a truth, then it is a truth EVERY MIND holds. The world I experience is my mind I experience. The world they experience is the mind they experience.

  

    There is no doubt there is an endless list of beings who will deny the world THEY EXPERIENCE is the internal condition of THEIR MIND. The world they experience IS THEIR KINGDOM, and manifested from the condition of THEIR MIND. In this they imprison the world TO BE a cruelty imposed and unleashed upon them.

 

       Yet who will see this is their own mind drawing these experiences to themselves?

 

     As this utter chaos and destruction is occurring in OTHERS, and in that which I observe being experienced BY others, my mind is safe, my mind is healed, my mind is part of Creator, my mind is sober, my mind is sane, intelligence of the Divine flows from it, wisdom of the Ageless feeds others from it. And my mind, my kingdom, is not of this world that is filled this day with freedom, and light and the cool morning breeze that carries the songbird’s message to me.

 

     I hold not the world prisoner to or for my irresponsible ways. I come to accept my true Identity and in this the world reveals my Kingdom and is free to show me this beauty.

 

 

 

“You will not see a devastating image of yourself,

walking the world in terror,”

 

 

 

 

    

     I do not see a devastating image of myself walking the world in terror. But I DO SEE others who do not see THEMSELVES as devastating or devastated image of themselves walking their world, their city, their community in terror. I empathize with them.

 

     The ‘violent storms’ have destroyed communities, personal possessions, lives. I read and watch the reports come in. They stand, dazed and confused, A DEVASTATING IMAGE OF THEMSELVERS, weeping over the loss of their homes, businesses, weeping more for the loss of their ‘loved ones’ as they pray to ‘Jesus’ for mercy.

 

     Interestingly, as they walk in terror and grief, picking through the pile of splintered wood and twisted metal, they find their pets, untouched, unscathed, not a scratch on them. How it is the animal kingdom is often spared by the destruction of man on his world?

 

     Their pet is ‘saved’ but their husband, wife, child is not. The family member who has ‘accepted Jesus as their savior’ perishes, and the pet lives on. Obviously the pet has more faith in Jesus than the family member. On the other hand, is it not ‘Heaven’ they wish to attain in death? Would they not be ELATED that their family member has been ‘taken up’ in the ‘rapture’?

 

 

“You will not see a devastating image of yourself, walking the world in terror,

with the world twisting in agony because your fears have laid the mark of death upon its heart.”

 

 

     You, my brothers in spirit, will not see it, in your acceptance of your True Identity.

 

     I see the world of others, twisted trees, twisted automobiles, twisted homes, twisted bodies, broken, shattered, and see this as evidence of the twister. Today it occurs to me Your Words in my Lesson so perfectly and so accurately describe what I perceive in the world others are experiencing.

 

     Yet it is given new meaning to me as I see the tornado as MAN’S TWISTED AGONY disowned and unleashed upon his OWN world. What IS fear but the mark of death upon his heart?

 

     Who will claim responsibility in the understating, “The mark of death I hold so dearly in my heart, and the fear of my Self and the refusal to see my world IS my mind has brought this twisting agony upon my world. I do not see my mind twisting in agony. I do not see the tornado is what I am, my recklessness, my despair, my chaos, my cruelty, my projections on the innocent world being brought back to me as a violent world, my gift to myself.

 

     And yet is it not written, “Ask and you will receive"? Yet they report ‘violent storms’ happening to the unprepared, the helpless, victims of a cruel and destructive windstorm.

 

     When will man wake up to and claim his Identity? When will we see the kingdom we manifest and experience is IN our minds and not a world happening TO us?

 

 

One holy thought like this and you are free: You are the holy Son of God Himself. And with this holy thought you learn as well that you have freed the world. You have no need to use it cruelly, and then perceive this savage need in it. You set it free of your imprisonment. You will not see a devastating image of yourself, walking the world in terror, with the world twisting in agony because your fears have laid the mark of death upon its heart.”

 

 

     You my brothers are the holy Son of God Himself. You have within you this Unlimited Power.

 

     Do not deny it. For if you do, then you disown it. And what you disown, you perceive outside yourself.

 

     You have this unlimited power within your mind, yet have denied this is your Inheritance. In disowning this power your mind is out of control and abusive, even violent. Then you cannot expect to understand the twister, the most powerful windstorm in this world, is your own twisted agony that you have brought into your world, that you have brought to your kingdom, and is of your own doing, individually, collectively or otherwise.

 

 

You who are seeped in denial of what and who you are will vehemently deny this.

 

 

You will violently resist this.

 

 

 

 

 

I am just the messenger. Do not shoot the messenger.

 

Be careful, though, as to how you will use your power.

 

For the time has come to wake up.

 

 

 

 

 

 

Is it wise to 'pray' to have 'taken away' what you use your power to draw TO yourself?

Would Spirit understand idiotic jibberish better than the English language?

 

Think on these things, rather than defend your opinions

or wish to argue with me about them...