wilderness path

a significant inner journey


"Now my only concern is whether they will come to gratefulness

 in accepting what You Speak TO them through this medium now, today."

Desert Spirit





Sunday, April 11, 2010

Desert Spirit



Today my lesson reads,


"A messenger is not the one who writes the message he delivers. Nor does he question the right of him who does, nor ask why he has chosen those who will receive the message that he brings."


This is my holy instant of release from time, space and the ego-thought system. I am among the ministers of God. I am among the messengers of God.


What will You have me do this day, where will You have me go, what will You have me say and to whom? I will to be unified with Your Will to be done through me this day.


Let not arrogance of false humility or pride block the extending of this message, and let not deception and denial be the wall raised by those who receive it, in their desire to prevent the message from being transmitted to their minds now, today.


If I am among the messengers or ministers of God, then Ministers and Messengers are here, surrounding me, Who live with me, Who are in my mind, in my heart, Who guide my hands to transmit this message now today. They must be here, giving Their ministry and message to me, the proof being what is revealed through my hands as I write.


If They give Their ministry and message to me, would I be concerned with what my time in space and time is for? Would I be concerned with what I am doing on this plane, during this time of the Great Awakening? Would I have to be concerned with money matters, with what kind of duties I will perform in order to survive in man's self-made, insane world? Would I be concerned about worldly possessions? Would I have to be concerned about my needs, wants and desires that are of a personal nature? Would I continue to play the game of death, the game of being a body, the game of protecting my personal interests?


Today I come to seek first for what blocks the Light within me, to seek the Kingdom that is hidden somewhere in my mind under the rubble of intellectual understanding, senseless interpretations and false, shallow, superficial beliefs.


Today I come to seek within for the message that the Ministers and Messengers of Divine Intelligence bring to me, and contribute my part to a collective mind and collective awakening.


And so I will not deny You have led me TO these Writings, and the many Others You have sent me to Receive. I will not deny You have given me these Secrets of the Uni-Verse to study that have freed me from living IN the world but keeps me a part OF the world.


If then You extend this message You write to me, then it is what I come to accept and attempt to live by, with gratefulness, and use not it for profit or gain or stardom or to draw attention to myself.


If, however, my life as and in a body is comforted BY this You extend to me, then I cannot deny my right to health, wealth and success of every lesson Spirit would have me unlearn, for my spirit and for my mind, and to use this body in the service of the Ministers and Messengers, defining not how this role will be played, what it will look like to others, nor will I deny I am Given it TO play. For only true eyes and ears will see and hear the truth hidden IN this message You write with these hands today.


And so whether or not You have selected me to be a messenger or minister, I cannot deny what I think, and the effects this thinking has on me and others with whom I interact.


Then, the messengers, You say, do not question the right of him who does write the message. If You are in charge of the process of Atonement, then it must be what You write is authorized by the One Mind Creator to give to the mind of man. And therefore would it not be what I write that is given to the mind of man? For if he who writes Your Message is a messenger also, then I who receive this message must be a messenger, and will not deny the Message that appears here now, today. For this would serve to fulfill Your prophecy, "These things I do so shall you do, and ever greater things will you do."


Now many CLAIM to be ministers and messengers. Yet I do not see nor hear the Messenger IN those who claim to be messengers who are self-elected, using the idea "God" has elected them. Yet if God HAS elected them who promote false dependency and collect followers to financially fund their escapades, who sell scripture for personal, financial, political, educational and social gain, then it must be they too serve a purpose, however primitive and deceptive it may be.


And You say, "All are called but few choose to listen," yet it appears that many think they are listening and have been chosen, but would not hear these words that would challenge their false authority.


And so I remain anonymous, to receive Your Message to me this day, the anonymous messenger.


In this I wait upon You Who send them to me who would receive Your Message To them through me. Let them doubt what they receive from me as being Your Gift to them. Why should I care if they doubt Your Voice speaking here and now TO those who read this as coming from Your? For if it is true, "God's Voice speaks to me all through the day," it is not up to me to show them or explain to them Your Voice, but leave them to discover the message Given to them here and now is decided BY You as to HOW Your Message will be given to them, and when, and why, and how It will appear TO them.


Now my only concern is whether they will come to gratefulness in accepting what You Speak TO them through this medium now, today.


So be it now.

"It is done."