SPIRIT IS THE GIVER
I have been receiving these “briefs” from Errol Weiner, the astrologer in S. Africa, for months, and as it is with all things, to realize why we are SENT TO OTHERS or why others are SENT TO US may not initially be clear, but does become clear in hindsight as one evolves in consciousness.
There is no doubt Mr. Weiner has been Given gifts to share with the human race, as we all have been Given. Yet the issue in question is when these Gifts are no longer freely given TO others. For the Gift, if it IS a Gift from Spirit, must not be claimed as a personal achievement. This has been my experience, as it has been with many who have come to understand that SPIRIT IS THE GIVER of all things. To then claim personal credit FOR what Spirit gives is to abuse the Gift, to use it for grandiosity, self-glorification and profit and notoriety.
Bill Wilson never placed his names on the literature of Alcoholics Anonymous, as did many others; Helen Schucman, White Eagle, Tara Singh, J. Krishnamurti. You may argue that in some of these their names DO appear on the literature, but it was done not at the request of the authors.
Truth is impersonal, and those who make the Gift personal and become “personally responsible” for it have not discovered the true nature OF the Gift.
Now in the amorphous mass of information offered by Mr. Weiner, there were often mentioned the “idiots” and the “stupid egos”, which he likes to call them, to qualify those who either did not agree with him, or were “doing” things that were not in accordance with what this self-glorifying seer felt they should be doing.
I do not deny the ego-thought system is ignorant to truth. But we are speaking about truth and a personal opinion of someone who has mastaken HIS OPINION OF OTHERS as "his truth". And since there IS no "my truth', truth being Impersonal, what one CALLS "my truth" is really "my opinion I call 'truth'."
So within that tangled mass of information I offered a single sentence to him that sent him into a tailspin, from which to date he has not recovered. How can five simple words destroy an entire ecosystem of manuscripts that purport to hold the secrets of the universe?
Now as he has found offensive my questions, and has erected a steel wall behind which he now hides, obviously Spirit has Asked me to depart FROM this realm of consciousness. For I found myself sinking deeper and deeper into his “predictions” for the world as if it was his duty to utilize his astrological readings to predict human destiny, thereby losing track of the original Intended Purpose of the Gift Spirit Provided to him. And to this I offered him the Wisdom of White Eagle and Bill Wilson.
Now in light of these thoughts and my questions to the Teacher regarding my limited contact with Mr. Weiner, my Lesson today reads,
“The power of God from which both (understanding and peace) arise, is yours, as surely as it is His. You think you know Him not, only because alone it is impossible to know Him. Yet see the mighty works that He will do through you and you must be convinced you did them through Him.”
He teaches that to understand leads to peace, and to have peace, not of this world, is to understand. They are the same and come FROM the Power of God. In hindsight is this principle, as it is with all truth, seen clearly. And as it is hindsight that provides clear vision, so one must realize that it is His Clear Vision that precedes all things one will be Led to do, although for us we often are not aware OF this.
And so the “mighty works” cannot be recognized WITHIN their action, or within the experience OF them. And BECAUSE they are mighty, the ego cannot interfere WITH them but may pereceive them to be coming from "idiots".
So I asked, “How is it I would DO mighty works that He does through me if this weiner of a man would build walls to prevent me from further communication within him by labeling me an “idiot”, blocking my messages to him?”
And the Answer comes,
“It is the mighty works that impel or motivate a being TO build walls, as ego fears the Light of God. And yet the mind that thinks it can block is deceiving itself, as the truth reveals, 'All minds are joined in Him’.”
And so in spite of one being convinced one can “block” another, the truth remains that all beings live IN the Mind of God and therefore are eternally joined at that Level. Then to think OF another is to be in contact WITH another, regardless of the status of one’s email account with another.
Now in this understanding one may see:
“What comes into the individual does not offend,
but it is what comes out of the mouth
of the individual that offends”
This then becomes the inevitable truth from which all things manifest.
Below is my final contact with Mr. Weiner. Below is his email contact for anyone who would like to communicate with him and his wife Imogen. Say hello to them for me.
From: From: Errol Weiner <firstname.lastname@example.org>
Sent: Wednesday, May 19, 2021 6:06 AM
Subject: Fwd: From Errol - Has Armageddon begun & if so WHY?
More on this email from us re the issue of Armageddon & the present major conflict between Israel & the Palestinians (etc etc).
It is fascinating & tragic to see how 'ordinary' people (be they religious, agnostic or whatever - including so called spiritually involved people) imagine they are 'innocent' in this Armageddon issue - as if all the humans not directly involved in this Battle have not/are not contributed/ing to it. The shadow is not simply masculine in the sense of aggression, violence, intolerance, war etc - it is also feminine in the sense of complacency, stagnation, avoidance of seeing the connection between the personal life & the life of collective humanity, etc. The atoms & cells of the human body are 'parts' of the larger Body just as humans are all part of the larger mind-body of humanity & all these human cells directly influence this larger mind-body so no person can say 'I am not responsible for what happens to humanity & thus to this Armageddon issue' - sitting back in one's comfort zone & not Thinking deeply about such global Issues in order to comprehend 'what' is happening & 'why' is complacency & stagnation (the feminine based shadow). The 1st & 2nd World Wars were not simply caused by the governments of the warring nations but by all the 'complacent & asleep' citizens of these nations & all suffered as a result.
The same goes for the pandemic (essentially the Virus of the masculine & feminine Shadow which the vaccines cannot heal) & for the potential Armageddon itself - such a war would hit everyone & not simply the nations directly involved.
For one example we know a number of people who are 'religious' Jews & Christians & Muslims who think/imagine that they are not part of the 'problem' (& thus too the cause of & involved in the Armageddon Battle) because they are 'religious' (& their religion will save them from the consequences - history has proved this to be untrue re all the religious wars). This = complacency (& naivety & pride) but so-called spiritual people are little different when they hold the same attitude (of naivety & pride). And this for all humans.
This is why the Buddha said 'I exhort you to use your Mind rather than letting it become dull'. If we do not THINK DEEPLY about all such global/human issues & contribute our Deep Thought to their 'cause & effects' & our part in them (& our positive contribution to them) we become complacent & pay the price.
In the same way that people who do not THINK DEEPLY about the pandemic & its causes & lessons become Mentally complacent & develop 'conspiracy theories' to avoid dealing with this Issue. So they refuse to wear masks or keep distance (as they did in India, Brazil, Germany, US, Czech Rep, Nepal, S Africa [now experiencing its 3rd Wave] etc) & pay the price of naivety & pride & selfishness & narcissistic behaviour [which by the way they were doing long before the pandemic - thus the ever-ongoing 'human pandemic' which cannot be healed with vaccines but only by Deep Thinking-Wise Actions Vaccines]. It should be noted (which also requires Deep Thought) that the US/Brazil/India/S Africa/Etc/Etc/Etc are experiencing (via the pandemic & its repercussions) the worst disasters in their entire history (More people have 'passed on' in one year than in any other national disaster. For example in the entire cycle of the horrendous Vietnam War 58,000 US soldiers 'died' [& another 60,000 & more soldiers committed suicide] & yet in one year 600,000 Americans have 'passed on' [& by the extra way thousands of US Iraq-Afghanistan war soldiers commit suicide every day/month/year to add to this tragedy]. India & Brazil (etc, etc) are experiencing their greatest national disasters in their history too - & the main cause is the ego of people refusing to wear masks & keep distance, etc, which includes the deeper significance of 'lockdowns' (= time to Think Deeply about all these Issues & make fundamental changes to ones Thinking & Living = the Soul Vaccine) - = the human ignorance-naivety-arrogance pandemic.
Thus the potential for Armageddon & all its tragic consequences is connected to all humanity & all humans & no one is innocent (re all the above examples).
Thus the only solution is to WAKE UP> THINK DEEPLY>CHANGE ONES THINKING & LIVING & to not be complacent & stagnant & think one is innocent & not part of the problem. This requires dynamic change - including to re-establish the Link between ones human self & ones Higher Self (& indeed also to the collective Soul of Humanity) & to Understand 'what' is Happening & 'why' during this crisis time & not sit back & become a complacent human & think that by doing so one will be 'safe & secure'. The opposite is true - evolutionary stagnation never resulted in safety & security but only in disaster (as can be seen in the world today). All the people 'passing on' with the virus & being infected with it thought that they were safe - only the Soul Vaccine can make one safe & secure (& as we shared before 'things will get worse & worse in this regard - thus the Israel-Palestinian war which could be leading to Armageddon)
THINK ABOUT IT (& IT is not the solution - in a video by Prof Sam Viknin he shared that many young people are unable to experience fulfilling intimacy & sexuality & human relationship because of watching so much porn - this is not simply because porn happens to be there - this is part of the plan by the dark Lodge to take over the minds of humans via social media platforms & IT & thus too addiction to Smart-deadly phones. The Smart-dead-mind phone generations are becoming Mind-Dead - they are literally 'dulling-killing' their Higher Minds by not using their Minds & thus enslaving themselves to the dark Lodge. This is proving & will prove to be one of the greatest tragedies in human history & fucking vaccines will NOT solve it - in fact the very notion that the vaccines will solve the 'human pandemic tragedy & disaster' is in itself a very ignorant & deadly notion & many so-called intelligent people are falling for this 'sheep notion' & are thus part of the problem & not the solution)
THINK ABOUT IT
To: From: Errol Weiner <email@example.com>
Sent: Wednesday, May 19, 2021
Subject: Fwd: From Errol - Has Armageddon begun & if so WHY? REPLY Share this with "stupid egos".
I am Given the need to remid you that you are not in charge of the Order of the Universe, that there IS Order, even if you are not aware OF this truth.
In your caustic demand for the world to "WAKE UP> THINK DEEPLY>CHANGE ONES THINKING & LIVING & to not be complacent & stagnant & think one is innocent & not part of the problem", I am Asked to extend the following to you.
Share this with "stupid egos":
THE SERVICE OF LOVE
The Still Voice
" We know that the one wish and aspiration of your heart is that you may serve humanity.This you cannot fail to do if you send forth love.This does not mean only where you choose, but at every moment of life...
"Love: love life, love all the blessings that are yours; live to love, love to live, thinking not of self, thinking only of the great Self, which is universal brotherhood."Understanding of the mysteries of the spirit will first bring you consciousness of your at-one-ment with every form of life. It will bring love without limitation.
"When suffering comes, cleanse and purify your thinking by the love of Christ (Self).
"In other words, do not dwell on the injury; do not allow self-pity to possess your mind; but go into the Lodge of your own inner being, close the door, and raise your aspirations to the blazing Star, to the Great White Light of your life, Christ, the Son of God (that you Are).
"He will heal your sorrow; bitterness will fall away; it will be melted, consumed in the fire of the love of Christ (Self). The only reality is God.You are in the heart of God (NOW)."
"Visualize the still white flame; hold it very still before you, as you breathe gently and quietly.Let no breath or thought give movement to the flame.Then, see that still flame in the centre of the Star (or Sun)...Know that this little flame is the God in you, your spirit, part of the great Sun.Let the brightness of the flame draw you into the heart of the Sun..."
Also, share THIS also with "stupid egos":
A.A. Big Book
HOW IT WORKS
Rarely have we seen a person fail who has thoroughly followed our path. Those who do not recover are people who cannot or will not completely give themselves to this simple program, usually men and women who are constitutionally incapable of being honest with themselves.
There are such unfortunates. They are not at fault; they seem to have been born that way. They are naturally incapable of grasping and developing a manner of living which demands rigorous honesty. Their chances are less than average. There are those, too, who suffer from grave emotional and mental disorders, but many of them do recover if they have the capacity to be honest.
Our stories disclose in a general way what we used to be like, what happened, and what we are like now. If you have decided you want what we have and are willing to go to any length to get it — then you are ready to take certain steps. At some of these we balked. We thought we could find an easier, softer way. But we could not. With all the earnestness at our command, we beg of you to be fearless and thorough from the very start. Some of us have tried to hold on to our old ideas and the result was nil until we let go absolutely.
Remember that we deal with alcohol — cunning, baffling, powerful! Without help it is too much for us. But there is One who has all power — that One is God. May you find Him now! Half measures availed us nothing. We stood at the turning point. We asked His protection and care with complete abandon.
Here are the steps we took, which are suggested as a program of recovery:
1. We admitted we were powerless over alcohol — that our lives had become unmanageable.
2. Came to believe that a Power greater than ourselves could restore us to sanity.
3. Made a decision to turn our will and our lives over to the care of God as we understood Him.
4. Made a searching and fearless moral inventory of ourselves.
5. Admitted to God, to ourselves, and to another human being the exact nature of our wrongs.
6. Were entirely ready to have God remove all these defects of character.
7. Humbly asked Him to remove our shortcomings.
8. Made a list of all persons we had harmed, and became willing to make amends to them all.
9. Made direct amends to such people wherever possible, except when to do so would injure them or others.
10. Continued to take personal inventory and when we were wrong promptly admitted it.
11. Sought through prayer and meditation to improve our conscious contact with God as we understood Him, praying only for knowledge of His will for us and the power to carry that out.
12. Having had a spiritual awakening as the result of these steps, we tried to carry this message to alcoholics, and to practice these principles in all our affairs.
Many of us exclaimed, “What an order! I can’t go through with it.’’ Do not be discouraged. No one among us has been able to maintain anything like perfect adherence to these principles. We are not saints.
The point is, that we are willing to grow along spiritual lines.
The principles we have set down are guides to progress. We claim spiritual progress rather than spiritual perfection.
From: Errol Weiner <firstname.lastname@example.org>
To: Desert Spirit <email@example.com>
Sent: 5/20/2021 9:48:48 AM
Subject: Re: From Errol - Has Armageddon begun & if so WHY? REPLY REPLY - Share this with "stupid egos".
We have no time for idiots.- please do not send us anything else - we will delete it all. Keep your U.S. evangelical projections to yourself. Grow up.
So are you disturbed because you do NOT have a drinking problem, or because you DO?
"We have no time for idiots."
Do you mean YOU have not time for yourself? But you have time to drink?
So you are saying you have no time to look at yourself, you the " idiot", the "stupid ego" who thinks everyone else is the problem and you are not? PoorImogen, who has to put up with a persecuted Jew.
It is amazing that Errol Weiner has ALL the answers to ALL the problems in the world, and is going to provide them to us, but most of us are "idiots" and "stupid egos" who would not understand them anyway and who do not appreciate such a genius moron such as yourself. And why do the others' words that come from "idiots" and "stupid egos" disturb you?
"please do not send us anything else - we will delete it all."
Of what are you so afraid? Is this what Spirit Directs you to extend to me? How did you become so insecure? Is this how you keep a "following", collecting the insecure, such as yourself, who agree with you and do not rock your very unstable boat?
"Keep your U.S. evangelical projections to yourself."
So are you saying White Eagle is an evandelical? And Bill Wilson, founder of A.A., is an evangelical? Are there no S. African evangelicals, or Russian evangelicals? Are they exclusive to the soil of the United States?
I was going to suggest the same thing to you, but if you are in a hole, how is this possible? Are you saying that you display what a mature person does when he is challenged, when someone sees the hypocrisy in your words?
Try Step 10 of the 12 Steps of A.A, taking an inventory. Perhaps you will find you actually DO have some room to grow beyond your myopic view of the world.
"We have no time for idiots.- please do not send us anything else - we will delete it all. Keep your US evangelical projections to yourself. Grow up."
I see...so is avoidance of a disturbance how you attain "freedom" and "peace" or is this what "stupid egos" do, they who do not listen?
I thought this was, according to you, "one planet one humanity"?
How are you not "stupid egos" and an "idiot"?
Do you only cater to your cheering section?
How have you become so dark, angry, insecure, afraid, fearful inside, Mr. Weiner?
Does Step 10 not apply to you?
10. Continued to take personal inventory
and when we were wrong promptly admitted it.
To : Errol Weiner <firstname.lastname@example.org>
Subject: GROWING UP
When you are ready to deal with your inner conflict, when you wish to address your inner disturbances and stop labelling everyone who does not agree with you "stupid egos" and "idiots", write to me and I will guide you in working through all your inner turmoil.
Until then, know that every time you take a drink of wine, or other "spirits", I will be there with you. You will think of me and what I said about drinking. I will be watching you drink, because you will be remembering what I said about drinking and about your arrogance.
To : Errol Weiner <email@example.com>
Subject: LOSING YOUR DATA BASE
Today Spirit reveals that your attitude and ethics have been brought into question.
It is why your database was taken from you.
To : Errol Weiner <firstname.lastname@example.org>
Subject:BLOCKS ARE BARRIERS THAT CANNOT HIDE THE LIGHT
You think you can block the Mind of God Who brought us together, but your task is not to try to predict the world based on the trajectory of the stars and planets. You are not in charge. Your task is to KNOW THYSELF and you cannot do that as long as you think you can block His Answer and claim others are "idiots" and "stupid egos" by excluding yourself from the collective mind.
"Your task is not to seek for love,
but seek and find all the barriers within yourself
that you have built against it."
So to "block" others because your ego will not allow you to question WHY you are disturbed violates the very teachings you proclaim to inspire. But how CAN you block me, or anyone else, if I am in your mind, and can communicate to you any time?
Now your database is exclusive to those you think agree with you upon whom you make them dependent, yet to those we will offer this link.
The email address, <email@example.com> contradicts the very “service” you purport to be offering. Now, you who hide behind the "blocks" you erect in your mind can see our exchange posted on our website, which will be shared with your followers.